very blase with your attitude & showing disrespect to many
ingrate
the cause of mum's worries & misery & disappointments
too complacent with life.
irresponsible
spoilt
sometimes give me the impression that you are a very shallow person with hardly any substance
you're out till dawn, drink, smoke, shop, take taxis, sleep in the morning till ,God knows what time in the afternoon or even evening....... not attend church service......... you have gotten yrself into trouble that even both your brothers & I have never been in put together.......

wow.
so fucking true. i need time to digest. been trying to keep such thoughts at the back of my mind.

AGH!!!!